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[Wednesday,
August 27th, 2008 at 6:37pm] |
HI FRIENDS!!!
to those of you who matter/want to send me off, i'll be flying off on 15 SEP (MON) at 11PM (so be there at 9pm) at terminal one. :D
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[Tuesday,
August 19th, 2008 at 12:03am] |
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i am so happy that i have jingyu, tong, yy and shiwei staying with me at hughes parry
and OMG OMG OMG
I AM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED
YY AND SHIWEI AND I ARE GOING TO WATCH JASON MRAZ IN LONDON!!!!!
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| but i guess you've moved on. |
[Monday,
July 28th, 2008 at 8:07pm] |
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as if watching p.s. i love you itself is not sad enough, i had to...
1) rewatch it on a cold winter afternoon in an empty apartment in melbourne when my sis and her housemate are off at school
2) remember that i watched this show with you
3) deal with the whole concept of loss throughout the entire show
therefore, i ended the show with many lumps of tear-drenched tissue paper on my sister's dining table and a very emo same mistake by james blunt. i feel like you left me with nothing but some good old memories which are slowly slipping away from my mind and a stupid hope for something that may not even happen. but damn, i miss you so much. especially more so when im here, so far away in aussie land........
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| maybe i can start a new life too? |
[Wednesday,
July 16th, 2008 at 10:30am] |
when everyone else is starting their new uni life, attending all the camps and og get to know each other sessions, im stuck at home doing nothing much. there are days where i do new and exciting things (like going jb to golf, wakeboarding, having eemin drive us around HEE, prawning and sailing) but other days my schedules the same everyday.. wake up at 10-12, use the internet (which is getting freaking BORING!!!), leave house to go for yoga at 3 plus, come home wanting to run but failing to do so, eat dinner go online somemore and go sleep. MEGA SIAN LEH!!!! okay at least i have my melbourne trip to look forward to.. eat and shop and eat and shop!
i have so many things to do but im too lazy to start.. i have to book return tickets+reactivate krisflyer account, go get my student visa, apply for relief teaching???, go take my basic theory test, go for medical checkup... ah! I WILL DO ALL THESE WHEN I GET BACK FROM MELBOURNE! I MUST DO ALL THESE WHEN I GET BACK FROM MELBOURNE!
ok im done with my ranting. bye. suki sushi buffet later!!!
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| 1, 2, 3 easy peasy |
[Sunday,
June 8th, 2008 at 1:04am] |
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sean asked us if we wanted to extend our contract. and very very obviously our answer was a big fat NO!!!! i wonder how they are gonna survive without the three of us and without power paul (reminder to us : get him a nice gift by fri!) anyways so clare and i signed up for a 3 month membership with pure yoga. pretty ex but its UNLIMITED USAGE. so we intend to SPAM SPAM SPAM! went for their power class that day and man it was damn power. we died doing most of the moves and just totally gave up after awhile. we perspired almost the same amount as we did at hot yoga so it was really super intensive. hot hours' moves are much simplier and easier to do. we keep waking up with backaches and pains at the weirdest places the next day. hopefully, we're not exerting the wrong areas and we're prob just working those muscles that we hardly use.:D anyways yes 3 more weeks and we're done. DONE. FINISH! i'll finally be free to spend my afternoons sleeping or spending precious time with friends and go out till late or have sleepovers without worrying about work the next day!
last weekend i cooked for the family (with step by step instructions from my maid). sarahs working at ny ny now and she said she felt like she was playing ultimate diner dash and when my maid told me to peel potato, smash garlic, add sugar and salt etc etc, i felt like i was playing ultimate cooking academy. haha lamesss.. anyways. am very proud of myself (before this, i could only make instant noodles and usually, unsuccessfully fry an egg. now i can make spaghetti, ha yan chou dan (fried egg with prawns), steamed pork ribs with black bean sauce, stewed chicken wings and simple veggie) must learn more before i go to london. speaking of which, im very very unprepared. feel like theres tonnes to work on and prepare for but i havent started on anything.
anyways, only a retard will think of such a stupid game: lets pretend that we dont know each other and the first person to talk to the other party is the loser. and probably only a retard will go along with it. okay retard 1 is my boyfriend and retard 2 is me. haha. so we walked all the way from holland v bus stop to starbucks (we sat away from each other) and periodically glared at each other. then after a while we had to abandon the pretend-not-to-know-each-other part cause his phone was in my clutch and i wanted to play his psp.. so we did stupid hand signs and half the time i was on the verge of bursting into laughter. anyways, i lost because when we were deciding where to go for dinner, icouldnt help it but blurted out " lets go olio cause they have that damn nice salmon pasta" (the one i shared with sien after dance night YUM) but in the end we didnt go there :( i MUST go eat the pasta again. anyways. happy 11 (+6) months! :))
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[Friday,
May 23rd, 2008 at 1:14pm] |
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thanks to clare and samuel (who spends super alot of money on books), i've been very influenced to buy and read books recently. ive never really understood the point of buying books since i know i'll just dump it in some corner after reading it once and so borrowing from the library/friends or at least paying the $4 book rental fee at holland v makes much more sense. but reading 'eat pray love' by elizabeht gilbert (WHICH BTW IS A SUPER NICE BOOK AND EVERYONE SHOULD GO READ IT!!!!) makes me wanna own books. this is the kind of book which, when you read it again and again at different stages of your life, will give you different afterthoughts and feelings. haha and yes from the last entry till now, im STILL reading the same book cause i read really really slowly. but its okay. samuel said "who said you have to rush through a book" so i'm taking my time to appreciate this one.
next week, clare and i will be going for 2 complimentary lunchtime yoga classes at pure yoga. im really excited about it!!! and i dont have to buy a yoga mat cause they provide :) called them just now and when they asked if i had any experience i didnt know what to say. noob experience probably. haha. girls, remember those classes we took for pe electives last time?? we loved the last part where he just allowed us to lie down and sleep haah. on top of that, i really hope that i can start playing touch again (just socially) with eemin and gang. it should be fun! and i hope to be able to repeat my sat morning jog+tan routine again tmr morning!!
samuel just flew off to gold coast today for his competition and he'll be away for ten days! i will miss him alot! it was kinda weird when i was planning the activities for my weekends (what am i gonna do on my sats and suns without samuel!!! haha) but i hope to make good use of this time to meet up with old friends, spend more time with mummy daddy and doggies and maybe finally go out for a nice dinner with my two work buddies!!!! we've been repeating the word 'waraku' for 5 months already and still havent gone there yet!! and it was nice visiting gen at great world island and meeting up with the sc girls at mortons last week. i need more of these get-togethers. with the hearts as well!! sarah, faster invite us to your house warming!!!!
okay, enough blogging. back to yucky work. 5 more weeks to go!!! :)
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[Sunday,
May 11th, 2008 at 2:23pm] |
read gina's blog about how she felt undeserving of getting her scholarships and i feel exactly the same way, perhaps a hundred times worse. these past few years, ive abandoned God completely and effectively wiped him out of my life. and yet, he's still so good to me and has given me everything i want. with my sinful, self centered human mind, it really doesn't make sense for him to be so nice to me after i've treated him like trash but he's God and hence this grace, forgiveness and mercy. thank you.
whenever people ask, i always tell them that ive tried going back to church ( of course, i dont tell them that i did it with very minimal effort) and i always give excuses like how this church is too boring for me and how i dont like the people from that church. and then after a while i just dont even bother. i stopped trying. i really hope that when i get to london, i wil join jingyu and gina every sunday at church. but what is going to church without having a relationship with God.
im reading 'eat pray love' now and the author is speaking clearly to me. she wants exactly what i want. both worldly pleasures and devotion to God. ive always thought that these two are at odds with each other and not wanting to be a two faced christian (maybe thats just an excuse for myself, i dont know) i chose the world over God. surely i cant travel to Italy, India and Indonesia, but i really hope i learn a thing or two about balancing these two desires after i finish reading the book.
technically, after seeing how good God is, how can i still be in such a dilemma and hold on so dearly to those worldly things i love. im confused. i know that all i have to do is start praying and maybe reading the bible (although it is in a corner somewhere in my room covered with layers and layers of dust) but its hard to move out of my comfort zone. really really hard.
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| DO NOT BE TRICKED |
[Saturday,
May 10th, 2008 at 10:43am] |
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MCGRIDDLES
Mac's newest item on the breakfast menu
maple syrup in the bun
with a thick piece of meat patty, slightly melted cheese and with/without egg
IT SUCKS
the first word that came to my mind when i took the first bite was confusing
it tastes like a mix between hot cakes and a mcmuffin
and its too sweet but at the same time salty as well
its neither here nor there!
so if you like either hotcakes or mcmuffin or even both,
just stick with those and dont ever get tricked that by putting both together,
it'll taste better cause it is a clear case of HUA SHE TIAN JU-ing
(haha wah not bad chinese cheng yu, it means draw feet on snake)
believe me!!!
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